Can('t) I live?

Without love. Without hate. Without sorrow. Without expectation. Without disappointment. Without heartbreak. Without tears. Without silences. Without those long, stifling, stifled silences. Without sleeplessness. Without insecurity. Without fear. Without the need to get away, far away. Without privacy or the need for it. Without judgement. Without pain. Without pain. Without pain. Without pain.

Without repetition.

Without mockery or self-mockery. Without running away. Without foolishness. Without those false notions the world or your slice of the world taught you. Without pretenses. Without honesty. Without dreams. Without doubts. Without humour. Without music. Without FEELING. Without honour. Without self. Without mindless heart. Without fear. Without you. Without us.